06 Jan watching and waiting
I’ve been formulating my first post of the New Year in my head for days now but when I put pen to paper (or fingers to keyboard) it’s just not coming.
I’m still waiting for the right One Little Word to present itself. I know the feeling I want to carry throughout 2012 but the word hasn’t come to me yet. So I wait.
I’m watching. Myself, you, my family, my friends. In quiet, contemplative, observation mode I am just seeing how things are moving. The tides coming in and going out. The moon waxing and waning. The process of things. The evolution.
I’m being still and am listening to the whispers of my inner-knowing. And I am honoring my own pace.
It sounds rather dreamy, doesn’t it? It can be. But it can be equally uncomfortable when you’re out of practice of just being. Just allowing. Just trusting.
And so, I’m trying to just allow it all. And feel it all. The ease and the discomfort. Sure, I’ve got exciting things coming, and big hopes and dreams. I’ve got things I want to do and news I want to share and adventures to be had. But I’m just not ready. Not right now. Right now, I am just being.
Right now, I’m watching and I’m waiting in this space that is part awesome and part funky. At least for a little while.
How are you feeling with 2012 New Year upon us? Is the year ahead clear to you or are you in observation mode? I’d love to hear about your process.